Sobriety isnt easy. Lately ive been real judgemental towards myself bc when things go wrong my first subconscious thought is to go get high. Then i take a look around. I look at my work uniform, i look at my fingers, arms legs. I even feel my heart beating in my chest and in grateful. I deny the well out of that thought and get the well on making the right next decision.Reservations are not the hightide of my recovery today and i am more than grateful for it. ❤️🩹🙏🏿
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