For the first time since my wife left I wanted to get f’ed up, last night. I got really close to her little brother, we still keep in touch. He had an impromptu wedding last night. I didn’t learn about it until after. I felt hurt, betrayed and left out. I had one of those sobbing cries, contacted my support system, and texted him congratulations. I did have a desire to drink and pop benzos but I was able to get through it fairly quickly. Everything gets a little better with time. I’ll just keep on swimming.
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