A relapse that has me stuck! I mean it's so

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A relapse that has me stuck! I mean it's so much harder this time bc I am able to function and get things done and hold down s job without hating the fact that I have to keep going no matter what. I actually enjoy my days at work and I love being home not getting high and being with my man. I love my life and am not wanting to throw it away for nothing it's so different from the life I used to live I mean like night and day!! I love God and I am scared that He is going to quit giving me the chance to fix this but yet I still have chosen to do it at work because I feel as if I wont be able to do it without some kind of assistance with my physical and mental state while at work. Ughhhhhh I need to get away from myself and look at me from the outside what would I tell someone else or want for the ppl I love? That's easy right

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#2

I'm not understanding you

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#3

Tasha, if you’re saying that you are using and able to function this time. In my experience it didn’t last long. I always hit rock bottom. But there is solution for my addiction and it is the AA/NA program. It is the easier & softer way.
I’m here if you want to talk or have any questions

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Just remember, God never gives up on us. We only give up on ourselves and God. Get involved with the program due for others surrender and you will not think about yourself. My problem seem to go away when I involve myself with the needs of others and the won’t and desire to help. Being of service saves my sanity.

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