Ive been moving for the past week its been aslow process because my husband and both have full time jobs and we care for my mother but we r seeing progress i been avoiding my room room and my closet in fear of what i will find from my past BUT Tonight i put my big girl pants on and started the process of packing my room and oh my gosh the crazy stuff i thought was a good idea when i was high was really a waste of time and money all of which i cant get back lol i even found myself laughing at my silly little projects i would start and goto sleep and never give it second thought and the next high meant another unfinished project soo redundant i dont miss it but i good knews is im Fixing to celebrate 6months clean on the 20th my life is falling together and since i moved to a safer place my Daughters want me to cook Thanksgiving dinner at my house im excited about that its taken me alot of years to feel like im worthy enough to have my Grandchildren around me because of my guilt of being high and by the GRACE OF GOD im clean and guilt free
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