I am nicotined to cigarettes, caffeine, alcohol, crystal meth, cocaine, and weed. Today im using cigarettes to cope in my way. Im stopped using weed, crystal meth and cocaine. Yesterday i was offered hard cocaine by a young native individual like myself. I said no, no dont do that to me. Im warning you ill spank you. He said go ahead but we all laughed. Obviously he doesnt care about my sobriety. No respect by him but i walked away from the crowd. Thank you jesus for giving me the strength to say no to hard cocaine. Im proud of myself. Later people.