And yet I still haven't really done anything in AA or in any step process and those are the first three steps. So for me there's this odd sense that once I start to understand it it's not about me understanding it more than it is me admitting believing and deciding which is really to say I don't understand so that's why I must admit believe and decide
I do not need to apply this to anything else in my life if I had an allergy to strawberries I would not eat them yeah King alcohol demands that I do this every day and I have not had a drink in 15 years and 6 months
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