Admitting to myself a drug had gotten to me. Admitting the addiction. Admitting I relapse over the weekend. How many time can I say “this is the last time”. A apart of me laughed at myself…
It will be the last time when you honestly want it to be. Something happens within ourselves when we are ready for a real change. I’m not saying it happens like a miracle at that point because it takes HARD work but something clicks and you change your mindset and the work will make it all come together so don’t be hard on yourself. Loving yourself through those “last times” will be what brings the actual “last time” successfully! I promise
For me, admitting I was an alcoholic and ACCEPTING that I was, was a HUGE DIFFERENCE.
I admitted that I was 21 years ago. But left room for me to fight what I came to understand I could not fight alone.
When I fully ACCEPTED that I was, I accepted suggestions and I accepted solutions that didn't originate with me.
Life got easier for me when I just got the F out of my own way.
Good luck to you!
Great advice, so true