I’m so proud of myself
“Rock bottom built the foundation for the strongest version of me.”
One Year Sober June 14th 2025🩷
One year ago, I was on the edge of death — more than once.
I lived through withdrawals that felt like my body was trying to kill me.
I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t eat. I couldn’t even think straight.
Every second was pain — my skin, my bones, my mind.
It wasn’t just discomfort — it was h3ll.
And yet… I made it through.
There were moments I was sure I wouldn’t survive.
There were times I didn’t even care if I did.
But somehow, someway — I kept going.
I’ve seen my heart slow.
I’ve felt my body tremble on the floor.
I’ve looked death in the eye and made it to the other side.
This wasn’t a gentle path.
It was one of screaming, sweating, hallucinating, begging God to just make it stop.
And still, I didn’t go back.
I fought for my life — over and over again.
I chose to stay.
Even when I didn’t feel worth saving.
And now… I’m one year clean.
This isn’t just a milestone. It’s a miracle.
It’s a testimony.
It’s a middle finger to every demon that tried to claim me.
Addiction nearly destroyed me. But love brought me back.
Love for the version of me I hadn’t even met yet.
Love for the people who never stopped believing in me — even when I couldn’t believe in myself.
Love for the life I didn’t know was still possible.
To those still in the darkness:
I know how heavy it gets.
I know how cruel withdrawal is.
But if I can survive it, you can too.
There is life after pain.
There is joy after h3ll.
And there is you, still breathing. Still here. Still becoming.
One year sober. One year alive. One year stronger.
RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE
#OneYearClean #RecoveryIsReal #IAlmostDiedButIDidnt #StillHereStillFighting
on one year. That is amazing I hope you celebrated your birthday 
