After 2+ years in recovery, I finally have 30 days today without the help of a rehab.
I’ve quit everything except for this one substance. You name it I got jiggy with it and was able to roll on except for the “stuff”, as I call it.
The stuff would floor me. I can drink a half a liter of vodka and roll on better than a little of the stuff.
But just like a close relative of mine, she can’t even have a small cup of wine without turning into a fool…….and I can’t do a little of the stuff without turning into a fool either.
I never experienced that until I was 47 when I began the stuff!
Hey I was just having fun.
But I’m sober today.