Ahhh today has just been full of let down after let down lol so what I'm greatful for is the fact that I'm so used to being let down and for being a let down I want to get fucked up so bad but honestly I'm greatful for that because I can feel my power and strength against my addiction and tho the gods are laughing at me today my life and my choices are my own and I don't allow substances or drink to have a vote in any choices I make today. With all the feelings and emotions that come from getting sober after years of being numb I'm greatful to be utterly disappointed, it's a feeling I'm famiar with so at least that part to me is normal and I'm still here thru the struggle
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