Alcohol. I’ve tried aa and made it 30 days but I can’t stop. I just went on a 10 day bender drinking a handle a day.
Sobriety doesn’t have a “silver bullet” answer. For me, it was the bottom coming up and hitting me that was the catalyst for making it. I put not only myself but my kids in a very dangerous situation. Looking back I now can realize how many times I did.
Relapse happens, but like they say… if you are completely honest, relief can be found in this simple program. Don’t discredit those 30 days! That’s harder than normal people would ever know.
Get back to the program, work the steps, get a sponsor and work a honest program. Take the advice of those who have been where you are now. The help is there if you truly want it. All you need to do is ask.