All I do is hurt people and let people down. I’m tired of being a burden on everyone around me. I can’t do this anymore. I’m tired and just want to sleep.
Sounds to me like you’re sick and tired of being sick and tired…. And that my friend are the ingredients for success .. keep going you can do this I was where you are it gets better we do recover
Billy D is right. It sounds like you're ready. Now's the time, the time is now. You can do it!
I was in this place 2 weeks ago. I wanted to sleep, and so I did. Get some rest. Allow your brain to be quiet. Tomorrow is a new day, you gotta stick around to find out how great it can be. Wish you a restful night and a happy morning 
You took the first step by joining the Loosid family and posting!! Just for today. Sobriety is so amazing! Wishing you happiness on your journey!!!!