I was getting strong cravings today, but they completely disappeared when my neighbor came over. I feel a little bad about saying this, but when she came over she reeked of alcohol, her hair was messy, clothes were dirty, and I saw what my future would be if I don’t quit.
I mean….. whatever it takes lol 
Atleast you realized it !! And you took a negative and turned it into something positive for yourself !!
Don’t feel bad for letting yourself witness the effects of alcohol and use them as motivation to stay sober! That’s a good thing !!!!
I'm glad you didn't fall for the big lie that alcohol feeds us.
The big lie is, that this time everything will be OK. But it never is, is it?
We have to learn to play the scene forward. If you pick up a drink you might feel good for a short period of time but sooner or later you will be right back at the starting line carrying around a lot of guilt realizing that you accomplished absolutely nothing.
Don't forget to pray for that woman. It takes what it takes for all of us to get here.
I almost fell off yesterday.
The 4th dimension meets quantum phisycs. Yiu are seeing yourself now!!! ... but as the future. And yiu Do Not Like It
Lessons
I had strong cravings today too but I cooked some good food and tried to forget it. I made it!
I was told no matter what don’t drink and go to meetings even if you gotta go to three a day I never woke up after staying sober and regretted it, but I have woke up after relapsing and regretted it. Hopefully this helps you.
Truth be told, just a sign of what could be. Live in that gratitude you’ll be amazed!! Best wishes