Almost relapsed last night, but didn’t. Some nights, the cravings are bad. Some nights, they are okay. Wondering if I will always feel them moving forward… I am only about two weeks clean. I constantly message my dealer asking for H or coke, and then call back saying I don’t want anything anymore. Not sure if anyone else does that?
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Ahhhhh, for starts, why do you still have that number? If you were serious about staying sober you need to lose that past. Not keep it in reserve. People, places, & things. Sobriety is about change. Only one thing needs changed to remain sober….everything. Throw away that past. Get rid of those numbers. Even go so far as a new number. Just saying.
So proud of you for not relapsing. Just for today girl