Also I truly apologize I do not know what sober

Also I truly apologize I do not know what sober curious is, trying find tactics to get sober while living in toxic environment, I posted in sober curious: I believe that I'm definitely curious on becoming whole, well, & sober.
, I apologize and thank u for your patience

Hey Lynne,y advice to you is go to an AA meeting, raise your hand and ask for help and follow their suggestions. . That's the best way to find all the answers your looking for.

If it is that bad .and you can not stay sober .get out.meetings everyday for a year.:dromedary_camel: