With my sobriety comes a lot of extra time for me. Especially when it comes to nighttime. I usually find myself just sitting alone with my thoughts. Constantly reflecting on my journey thus far. I know that i am proud of myself but im also alone. Ive been alone for almost 3 years now while working on myself and sometimes thats hard for me because i want to feel like i belong to someone again but ive been through a lot and the thought of connection is scary at times. I just know that i value my time and my loyalty but i do miss having a best friend. Im healing and its been a blessing because im becoming the best version of myself
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