Am fighting but feel like the battle is soon list

Struggling Help
#1

Am fighting but feel like the battle is soon list. Not wih alcohol but OTC/prescription. I am tired. I am not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel today. Higher Poqer, give me hope

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#2

I am trying to stay sober after currently relapsing after almost 2 years but life and heart situations have happened one after another for over the last 5 months bringing me back down to where I was almost 2 years ago now I'm back at the beginning and have to start over how do I get this monkey off my shoulder cuz every time I'm doing good someone or something has to pull me back down in

#3

I feel as though people in my life except for workers in The recovery center don't care what I need to do for myself as long as I'm doing for them if I have time then I can fit myself in and that's not fair they don't care to listen to me what I need friends or family

#4

I asked them to please stop treating me like s*** and back off me two months before I relapse and now they look at me like wow really you can't get through hard situations without using I know I was the one that made that final choice to use it but I was not the one that kept dragging me in the mud

#5

Can you give me some suggestions on how to put a boundaries and stand strong to them and not allow them to knock them down anyway and do as they please these are people that I care for and have to take care of so it's not like I can just walk out on them but they keep doing this to me and I'm not going to be here for them anyway and they don't understand that

#6

Shannon, my sobriety and my emotional sobriety has to be my number one priority in my life!!! Over finance, romance and family.
With true sobriety I can have self love, peace of mind and all kinds of success. Without sobriety and emotional stability I get nothing but misery.
Cut those people off and take care of yourself. You can’t take care of anyone unless you’re solid.
Get a real sponsor, do your steps and be of service is a place to start.

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#7

Lynn are you working the 12 steps with a sponsor? If not, do so asap. Also service work in the NA or AA programs really helps.
I’m here if you want to talk.