Today I make amends to my ex husband. The only man I have ever loved. We’re so young when we got married and doing such a grown up thing. Him an injured Marine come home from war, me an untreated bipolar in full blow addiction. Using together thinking our love could fix our problems! And I’m the end it broke us. It’s been 11 year since I’ve seen him in person. And I still get butterflies when I think about him just not in the same way. I feel nauseous. I don’t want to screw this up. Any advice?
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Re-read the instructions in the big book. Ask your HP for help.
Guide my thoughts and actions
Guide my thoughts and actions
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I feel like I’m going through the same thing:(
If you haven’t made the amends yet, but I suggest writing out a fear list just before you go in to see your ex. Call your sponsor. Read the list. Then ask God to remove the fear and direct your attention to what your higher power would have you be. If you have already made the amends, how did it go?
How did it go?
You don’t have to solve or fix it all at once. Do what you can and God will do the heavy lifting.