And I just lost the only person that I had

And I just lost the only person that I had in life. Because I am a shitty person and people run after they get to know me. That’s what I was just told thing is he must be right because I literally have no one to call and no one to care I never mean to hurt anyone. I don’t want to do that. I care a lot for peoples feelings … but I always end up hurting them. This is what I deserve. So if you know me and your reading this then let me say that I am sorry. I’m sorry you met me and it’s selfish of me to even be on here because I could possible reel in my next victim. (That’s what I was told ) so if anyone is out there. I could use a little encouragement

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It’s ok we all go through things we just have to take it one day at a time I’m here for you

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Nobody deserves to lose people. I'm sure whatever happened this person is is lashing out and using your recent loss of family as ammunition to attack you

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Thank you

Negative self talk never helped anyone. Don't put too much expectation on a person they'll almost always disappoint. Work on meeting and hanging with people in recovery but lean on your HP. You are worth it!

:pray::pray::pray::pray:

Well, if you removed yourself from the situation, would said people act the same way? By yourself, it’s you. The group without you has their own issues

We all have or are right where you are. One cannot place time on others concerning their forgiveness. Time heals most wounds but there's always scarring. Still, you are on the right path but, in this process... You must also forgive yourself.

The greatest thing about being a person is that people can recreate themselves as many times as they choose.

Who I am now isn't who I was nine months and thirteen days ago and who I was then wasn't who I was 20 years ago.

Thanks. This made me cry