Next month on the 20th lol 4/20 is my clean day off M... it kind of wierd to me how many of the old crowd that i used with all expected me to fail at sobriety even my little brother asked me to get high but im staying strong the weirdest thing is that i dont want it
, I dont want to lose myself in addiction my biggest fear is that if i was die in addiction how would that affect my children yes they grown but i dont want them to have that pain and heart 
brake thinking that i didnt love them enough to stay clean soo i can be in my Grandbabies lives and watch them grow up and be present i have accomplished sooo much more in this one year of sobriety than i did in 20yrs of addiction im looking forward to what my second third and the rest of my life of sobriety has in store for me i have the love and trust of my children and the best feeling ever is my son who is also an addict has decided if mom can get clean soo can he . He has been clean just under a month im one PROUD MAMA ! MY LIFE IS GOOD AND FULL AND ALL BY THE GRACE OF GOD THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING HERE WHEN I NEED TO TALK OR RANT
Congratulations Tina, looks
Good on you, one can think about using but it is just all leads to pain or death. My sister broke up with her husband of 36 years. She said by giving up and commitng suicide. It gives the Idea to your loved ones ir is ok. No matter what happens one moment and one day at a time. Pray avd ask fir help and at night give thanks for being sober. Stating clean with no booze is the best thing for you and your loved ones)
Thank you for your great advice but my DOC was meth but still good advice I THANK GOD everyday fir every good and bad thing
Thank you for sharing, Congratulations!
Believe you me. If I can stay off the booze and drugs anyone can and you will stay off and Believe Hod of your understanding will keep you going. Odaat.
@tina357641 You are freaking awesome. Over the past year I've seen MAJOR growth in you. The conversations we had over the years, the fears you had, the number of moves and here you are with your own place and store. I am freaking proud of you and more than honored to call you friend. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK and continue to be the inspiration that you are.
Thank you soo much that means alot