It’s so hard to be positive when you are in a miserable environment.
I just wanna self isolate myself. I hate feeling this way! My hope only last for a couple of seconds, then it’s gone. I wanna just relapse but I don’t care anymore on the outcome. Nothing will gets better. I put so much effort and energy into my sobriety nothing is giving me energy. My left side of my stomach hurts and you can feel my ribs hurting.
Is this apart of the healing process?
prayed and I’m definitely in a better mood and rested all day and night yesterday