As I sit here and suffer in complete sobriety with

Daily Gratitude
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As I sit here and suffer in complete sobriety with pain, 3 days insomnia and 2 relationships being all but destroyed a d forever changed as a result...

I'm grateful to know that I am sober regardless of close family members and Friends deciding otherwise recently due to mind somnia which comes from pain and they both know that we got accused falsely. Now I have to spend money I don't have and hopes that to prove might Salvage of 10 plus years.

As I do this I am grateful for the clarity to realize the friendship is worth it. I'm grateful for the clarity do not get caught up and emotional pain due to that accusation as insomnia presence quite similar to methamphetamine abuse. I'm grateful for the humility to understand their point of view even though they refused to understand my own

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#3

Good for you.
“To thine own self be true”
“Its an inside job”
These help us realize that it doesn’t matter what others believe. We know what is right and what our motives are. That’s all that matters.
Keep your chin up.

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#4

Thanks Matt. And you are right, the opinions of others should not affect us so negatively like that and at the end of the day a lot of what led us into our addiction was often how we perceived others to perceive ourselves. Thank you as always for the encouragement and support brother

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#5

How you doing man?

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#6

I'm doing great Taylor, thanks for asking. Friendships, relationships come and go, and remembering that when I feel physically "on-fire" with my pain, can be quite the task.

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#7

Yeah man, I get it. That kind of pain will over-complicate understanding most situations, and even the simplest tasks feel monumental.

Hang in there and keep being here.

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#8

That’s awesome Josh thank you so much for sharing brother. Have an amazing day.

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