As of today I am still deeply entrenched in my addiction. I desperately desire to quit but every time I try I always wind up giving up and giving in. My husband and I are both addicts and we were supposed to quit together. While he has, I am faltering in my part. Can y'all please keep me in your prayers and/or offer me some much needed inspiration to help me be stronger and fight harder. Here lately I've contemplated suicide frequently. I'd rather to die than I had to lose my husband because I was too weak to break out of the bondage of addiction that held us both captive.
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Prayers for you.. stay strong. Believe to make it another day. Pray for sobriety... You can do it
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Gotta do it. Talk is cheap .
You got this!!!
Oh I can so relate to you Alecia. Same with my boyfriend and me although he’s still using too. Little different because when he’s abusive I want to be dead. Then he can be the nicest guy in the world. I’ve been sober before many times but not in years really. I know I need help and I’ve been reaching out but then I hide again and keep using. I don’t even know what to say that could help but what you said really touched me. I do end up cutting myself quite a bit but haven’t attempted suicide since 2023. I will think of you and really hope you can find your peace. Not sure where I am with God but I really hope you make it