I noticed the longer i sustain my sobriety the harder i feel it is to be less seriouse in all honesty... i cant even have a friend i want to be around anymore because i dont feel like being happy or even positive im just so hard headed and serious all the time and i am not sure why that is and honestly it makes me want to have a drink and i know i wont though because my faith is so strong in my recovery its just a really bittersweet emotion that i know other people have too im one of them 🥲
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