Asking for prayers to forgive

Even after almost having 3 years in recovery, we still have to reach out for help and I know you'll see me coming up in post in groups and say I got it all together, but I'm the honest I'm struggling what forgiveness, my heart won't match my head and my head. Won't match my heart because I have a whole lot of resentment built up for my family. Who just don't get what I'm trying to do with my life or what I'm doing everyday.So I'm doing is asking for prayers.Thanks guys