At one time i was abtouring Rock musician. I was also a Heroin addict. Drugs ruined the one thing i was excellent at....i play drums. I have not played in several months....I have an overriding fear that i will not be as good sober as i was on drugs.
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I understand your fear. I was a heroin and fentanyl addict as well. I had the fear that I wouldn’t even enjoy life without drugs. And at first, I didn’t. I was miserable. But now, less than a year later, I have more natural joy than I ever thought possible. Drugs cloud our perception. I thought I actually looked good all sucked up at 145 lbs. I have a strong feeling that you’ll be even better sober. We cannot let fear keep us from the happiness we deserve.