Every single day is a battle... I feel as though I'm losing myself. On one hand I have so much going for me and on another my addiction is taking over me. Depression is my trigger and having your heart broke is all it takes to get lost in numbing the pain... I need someone... Anyone ... Just to talk to and help me attempt to get sober.
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Hang in there.
U can get sober… it’s 1 day at a time … not easy at all but being sober is definitely worth it …
Sucks, need talk to, same with me, really not us.
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You can do it with AA meetings or whatever sober
I totally understand, my anxiety and depression still control my life even after I got sober. My wife left right after I made a year. My support group kept me sober. Reaching out here is a great start. Local groups may help you find support. I will send you a friend request in case you would like to talk about it.
Your awareness is key here. I'm sure you've already started to see it, but if you continue down the path you're on things will continue to get worse. It's a vicious cycle.. you do whatever to kill the pain, to not "feel" and that numbness makes you blind to reality. There is a year of my life I do not remember due to this. You can do this. It does get better when you get sober
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Get down to it!!!! It's time to Double Down do some studying in your books be nice to people be nice to yourself yeah those types of things look at how your actions affect others don't drink you'll be fine quit trying to relapse
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Yes stay in reality