I let cravings get the best of me and bought half of soft and snorted it last night . wanted to test myself , as stupid as that sounds .
disappointed in myself and trying to not be too hard on myself as i know it’s normal to slip up and i can continue stronger than ever from here on
feeling guilty as a MF
Love for self and connection to others in recovery... You're not bad. You had a normal reaction to trauma in life.
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It takes what it takes. Took me a lot of tests! Ugggh