Really terrified and feeling very low, but finally getting back on the wagon. Already feeling withdrawal symptoms, but going to keep trying to stay positive and clean. 
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You are stronger than you think! And you can do this! Hang in there Zee!
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It gets easier, you just got to give it time. Get to a meeting!!
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It’s less terrifying and dreadful when you know you’re not alone. And YOURE NOT ALONE 
you can message me if you want to chat. Meetings felt pretty lame in general to me especially in the beginning but for the purpose of being 100% relatable and making me feel less of an alien on this planet floating through space it definitely did the job. Creeping on zoom meetings is nice too, just hop into different ones, listen to people’s stories. I used to just have it playing on speakerphone while I’d lay there staring at the ceiling. Give it a go you got this 
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Thank you all so much Dealing with withdrawal insomnia but gonna make it to a meeting in the morning 
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