Back to day one. Let down everyone again.
Sorry to hear you are struggling Alisha. We are always here to support you. It would help if you could let us know what things you are doing (or not doing) to keep yourself sober. Ultimately it’s you that you’re letting down, and this is demoralizing to how you think about yourself. This vicious cycle of negative thoughts is a bigger problem than the alcohol. Try and share a little more about what’s going on so that the community can offer some help. Don’t be shy, we ALL have gone thru or are going thru this painful process. If you find it hard to share, then friend request one of our fabulous ladies on here so that they can guide you.