Back to square one .. officially the start of day 2. It wasn't worth it and in a way now I'm relieved bc I'm so disgusted. It wasn't fun and I'm just trying not to beat myself up for it too bad. Why do we do this to ourselves ? It's insanity ... -_-
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Hey Alexandria, it's a start. Now you have to move on. You have to learn what it is that made you pick up so don't do it again. Get to a meeting call a friend what ever it takes. You can do this I know you can. Reach out anytime
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One thing someone said on here that has been helping me is, to play the tape til the end instead of just thinking about the initial relief.
I recently relapsed as well and I am so done with this life. We can get through this
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The insanity of addiction. Our brains are just wired different. Brush yourself off and start again.