This last Saturday, I took 2 shots and yes even tho I stoped myself I still need to respect my truth I started to drink to feel numb
Did I get drunk?
No
Did I even get a buzz?
No
But I still drank with negative thoughts so I gotta deal with that so here is to day 3 AGAIN 
Sobriety is a journey don’t know how long you have been clean let’s say 30 days we’ll look at it as your 30miles into your journey on a unfamiliar road(sobriety) suddenly you trip and fall does that mean you didn’t walk that 30 miles? Does that mean you lose those 30 sober days No you accomplished those days .you just learned a valuable lesson and you caught your self dusty off and keep on your journey have pride in the clean time you had and be grateful you are aware of what to do next . Stay strong🙏
Get to a meeting and Hang in there.