My ex is trying to keep me from seeing my son. I have court ordered visits to see him every week for 2 hours. 
I did my nails for him to show him they are Elsa nails. It’s really hard to only see him for 2 hours each week and constantly worrying about what my ex may say or do to me. My 3 month old baby boy is on a feeding tube and I only see him maybe twice a week for 2 hours at a time. I will take any time I can get to be with my boys. They are my world and to only get to see them for a couple hours supervised is horrible. I have no bonding time with them and I’m worried they will not have interest in seeing me when this is over. I just need to vent.
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I’m sorry your going through that my prayers and thoughts are with you. I understand what your going through.
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Thank you, I’ve been thinking lately that I should start praying. I don’t feel like a good enough mom and it really hurts because all I want to be is a good mom to my babies. I want to hug them everyday and tell them how great they are and tell them I love them so much. I fucked up and this is what happened. I have so much regret. I’m so anxious and depressed and stressed. Thank you for listening to me Erica 
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I am so sorry to hear that. Parental alienation is illegal in my state but it still happens. It horrible
Keep doing the right things. It's gonna take time.
Thank you so much for sharing this. I’m so sorry your experiencing this. I cannot even imagine what this is like. Sending love hope and healing 