So I just wanted to give you all a heads up on why I set my sobriety tracker date as of today's date. The reason why is due to it being I don't necessarily consider me being down in jail/prison for the 5yrs & 6mnths that I had served, because I wasn't out here in the real world to give myself a chance to be or stay sober. So I set it as today's date. Hope you all can relate & understand this reasoning of action I took.
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Hey you should count it! God knew what you needed in order to change and just because He took the option away, you still a the choice to suffer through and persevere! Give yourself some credit!
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Thanks you guys for the feedback, I appreciate it. But honestly i relapsed I put myself in a situation that I shouldn't of had with my half blooded sister. It was her birthday yesterday & we smoked a little pinner of weed. I didn't like how I acted on the high. It made me feel bad for sending her home on her birthday. But just know that I don't want to do that ever again & that in AA they say there's always relapse to recovery. So I know this is a lesson learned not to do this again when situations like these over rise.
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So happy for you that you were able to come clean about this. The honesty piece is so huge! I'm rooting for you, and I'm here if you want another person to chat with.
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Okay thank you for your insight on that. & I thank you for your support. I'll try to add you in my circle of friends if that's okay with you.
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Im a criminal defense attorney, and let me tell you that anytime my clients are locked up, they can always get drugs and alcohol on the inside. If you stayed clean all that time, you absolutely deserve to count it!
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If you didn’t use, it totally counts. I stayed clean for three days before I went into rehab for 46 days. They all count
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Well like i was saying earlier I had accidently relapsed yesterday on weed but i didn't like how it made me acted it's a lesson learned not to do it ever again. It was my half blooded sister's birthday yesterday & she got me high on a pinner of weed I should of known not to do but I did it anyways but it's part of recovery there's always a relapse in recovery but now I know not to do it again.
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