That I continue to fight back and adjust to old pattern’s that wanna swallow me back into the abyss. Its less often needed now, but make no mistake, that little gremlin down inside is ready to rocket out and start levelling sh*t. No control of tomorrow but not fkn today pal. 
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Man...I ve been tested well beyond my ability to not blow up n set SO many people straight but hesitate n try to not over react choosing my battles but that that old person in me needs to be removed but that don't mean I'm a door mat n the more pissed I become the more I get tested...11 months sober n feel like I'm still in trials I left behind when I cleaned up smh
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That's an honest version of a daily gratitude. The gremlin doesn’t leave you just get better at telling it to sit down.