I woke up this morning feeling sad and crying, it is a usual thing for me. The sun was not yet up, so I put on some sweatpants and a jacket and went outside to watch the sunrise. It felt nice to watch the sun slowly crest over the horizon, while feeling my bare feet in the cold dirt. The sun shining on my face and eyes. Winter is coming so I won’t get to do this comfortably before too long. I think I will go on a bike ride later through the trees. Just trying to appreciate nature as much as I can. I know during active addiction I would never be going outside and doing these things. I also like to watch the sunset and stay out past dark and lie down and watch the stars. It’s amazing when I actually slow down and look at things. A lot of them look like stars, but they move, they are not jets or planes either. The world is amazing
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Good sober morning my friend.
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