Addiction by the end was trying to kill me. Or I was trying thru it. The risk taking, accidents, seizures and mental psychosis had me on inevitable path. I know now something kept me alive even after head on car crash. I was so sick that I assumed that meant could keep using and was invincible. I know now that was a power greater then me keeping me alive so I can be there for my kids who I have an amazing relationship with. I didnt get what my family and childhood friends said when they intervened. I was reckless and one day / night that would catchup- my 9 lives would be up and my kids wouldnt have the dad they love anymore. So thankfull for everyone that helped get me safe ans into treatment. Love u all.
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Stay grateful. Stay blessed.