Been drinking for about three months straight. I feel like my body is starting to shut down. And a big part of me just doesn’t care.
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I used to pop open vodka at 7:30 in the morning and mix with white claw. I didn’t care, or I thought I didn’t care, I knew I was dying. The heavy daily drinking ended painfully, with a lot of blood, and barely making it to the hospital before my liver completely shut down.
Don’t be afraid to stop before you end up in that spot.
Hey Rachel! Praying for you! You’ve quit before- you can do it again! Remember how good you were feeling?! If you don’t think you can do it yourself again or with meetings/sponsor, consider detox or treatment. It was really life changing for me. Reach out if you want to talk 
