Been going through a bad chapter in life, life is nice and calm but with that safety comes all the memories and grief I buried in chaos. I lost my son September 4, 2019 two days after his 20th birthday. I'm isolating myself and I feel like I can’t come out of this stage if depression, I'm living normally but its so flat and numb and I don't want to be a part of life right now, I know theres no Choice I have to keep breathing but fok im done.
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I can only scarcely imagine what you're feeling. You're not alone. It will get easier.
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So so sorry you are in a dark place right now. I have felt exactly what you are feeling when I lost my Mom , Dad , nephew all in a 10 month period . I isolated and made it worse . Is there a good home AA group you can attend ? Do you have a sponsor ? Depression will eat you up if you continue to isolate . As hard as it might be get out of isolation . Hugs , much love , and prayers for you Georgina
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❤🩹:muscle:t5:
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Right on Shay👊
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Georgina, yeah you’re going through the hardest of all times! I was completely numb and weirdly indifferent after dad died in motorcycle accident. I was sober, working and everything else was fine but I was not able to cry or laugh. I isolated for a long time. Eventually I pulled out of that by doing tons of service and charity work. I still do service all the time. It’s my way of getting high I guess.
I’m here if you want to talk. I’ll friend request you now
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Thank you, I'm still learning to feel my feelings and doing the best I can to get comfortable being uncomfortable i guess. I am having better days but coming out of that pit is hard and I know its going to happen again so I just have to be as ready as I can 