Lost my way from 10 months sober doesnt seem long but after 15 or more years of use. 10 months seems like a life time. Idk i had a great job making awesome money. Good girl. Who im sure iv lost for good this time. Nice who food and extra miney to play with which was nice for a change and i got sick with pneumonia and i fell off so hard for month straight i used almost every other day. I lost my job. Iv decimated the little trust iv had with eveyone in my life and im just lost at the moment, not trying to play victim or anything like that but most of the time i feel as i domt deserve a good stable life. Maybe i dont. But i sure could use sole good words i guess.
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