Been thinking a lot of why I keep going through

Recovery
#1

Been thinking a lot of why I keep going through the same cycle over and over. I think maybe because when I've attempted sobriety in the past, it was just about not drinking and rushing to fix everything (make amends). Now, after a few meetings, I think I need to take time to be at MY own pace of recovery, be still and feel what needs feeling. It's gonna take a lot longer than I ever thought or wanted it to - my whole lifetime, in fact.

Grateful to be alive today, and for my fellows in sobriety.

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#2

Sounds like your past experiences are helping guide to a new and improved way of looking at addiction and recovery.

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#3

Man I sure hope so!

#4

What meetings are you attending? I do AA. Notice how I said “do”. I used to just “go” to AA.

#5

I go to AA... working on DOING AA. I've only been to three meetings. But trying to go daily