Been up all night and wanting to drink...i dont feel

Been up all night and wanting to drink...i dont feel like i am getting anywhere. I am so lost. I know things will get worse if i do but for some reason i just dont care. I am hanging on.

It’s so hard sometimes and I wish there was a simple solution for both of us
Good luck your worth it

Hang in there. Read listen to music go for a walk.

I have found that when I get craving I turn on my worship music playlist and the Lord seems to take the craving away plus I come on here and everybody brings me back

Are you working on the 12 steps with a sponsor? That really helped me in a massive way