I saw someone do a little collage of before and after. The pic on the right was about a month before I made a conscious decision to stop drinking and smoking. I look so tired and run down. I can't say it was for certain the last time, but probably the last video I have of me explaining to my husband, who was full blown high, that I wasn't doing anyone or anything shady. Drinking led me to being in an abusive and unhealthy relationship for a long time. I let my mental health get so bad that it almost ended me. I am grateful to be here today. I answer to me and God. I'm happy, joyous, and free. Life still has its ups and downs, but it's pretty good.
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