Beginning this journey alone, scared, and ashamed. Please keep me in your prayers!
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It may not feel like it now but time is on your side…these painful feelings will pass and will be better…just bear the time with an open heart…..I’m with you…day 103 for me!
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Me to AJ. I feel the exact same way. We are looking to the future though and I think that’s what’s gonna be the difference this time.
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Good Morning AJ! We all know what this feels like. Whether we have 1 day or 10 years, we all start at day 1 filled with all of these horrible feelings. Nobody comes here on a winning streak. It’s a bottom that feels awful. The reality is you are not alone. We are here for you. I also suggest you get involved in a daily program of recovery. I do AA. I’ve met many new friends that I now consider my AA family. While I still feel lonely at times, I realize that those are just negative feelings my disease is feeding me. I found tools that help me get thru these feelings until they pass. Welcome to recovery. I hope you find the strength and courage to stay. You already started by looking and asking for help. That’s a hard thing to do, so I think that’s awesome 
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Thank you for the encouraging words!
Welcome AJ!! Stick around and stay out of your head!! This is a safe space! Lots of good ppl. here in sobriety to lean on! Glad you're here Man!
You're not alone. I battled with the same feeling for a long time. Realizing we aremt alone was a game changer for me