There’s a bunch of concerts coming up that I want to go to but can’t justify the spending for right now. And it’s like… maybe if I wasn’t spending $100+/week on booze all summer, I could easily go to all of them. Weird thing is at the time I thought I was saving money by not going out. It didn’t even seem like I was spending much… like $20-30 a day but that adds up over time. Now it’s literally the opposite. I can’t go out sober now because I recklessly spent a stupid amount of money drinking at home for 3 months.
Maybe staying home and avoiding triggers is best right now though.