Being powerless

I went to support another recovering addict to go to the Break Room to release anger in a healthy way. My dumb but kicked a window and injured myself in a very bad way. Now, my higher power is really letting me know how I am not in control and is very powerless. I always had this idea that no one should take a person power of choice from a person. And how you have the power to make your choices good or bad. But I came to realize that no matter what I do in life, I am powerless. Especially now that I can't do most common things alone. I need assistance to help me recover from my addiction and my injury. It's amazing how my God helps me understand how this process really works no matter the choices I would believe I am making. And for that injured and all, I am truly grateful.