December 20, 2023 sober b day. Then till now and threw divorce. Rebuilding on my own felt strange, wife and kids went to Canada.
With God and shear determination to be better as a man Ive learned being steady in my words when i send money for my girls. Being steady to not over reach to former wife. Being steady at helping those in community. Being steady not to fast not to slow. When a door opens to share truth do it. When a chance to lie dont do it! Being still enough within myself to feel comfortable in my own skin without morbit thoughts of what i had lost or damage ive done. Realizing the things ive had control over the last couple tears i have done and done well. Everything else is for others to hold. Thats peace. Sure i have hopes of relationships etc. but the greatest of all was the best relationship i could offer myself was a great honest relationship with myself. It made my journey worth it.
Oh wow thatβs awesome and I pray things get better with you dear .
Thank you. Things are well, new career in helping others and FaceTime with my girls. Life I must say is pretty awesome. Thank you
Oh okay we thank God. Can I dm you ?
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Well said John
Thank you. It all helps. Iβve had to learn and watch my family leave when I knew I wasnβt a bad guy more my daughters knew of no bad. I know it was a trauma response from my former wife because she went through with her father and first husband and she said she wonβt do this again not thinking I would chose to change now I have last couple years we havenβt spoke about anything so I just do my best with being here alone and working so helps to here from others
You don't have to do it alone anymore my friend... This app is full of people on the same sobriety journey...people who care and are willing to listen and share what's working for them to remain sober. Keep an open mind ...your in the right place!
Sounds like you are handling things well. Your attitude is on point. Glad youβre in a good space.
Thank you
Appreciate those words I see I have support
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I hope life is treating you well.
Sounds like you know your direction. Always available to chat if you need.