So I’ve been trying to get sober for years. Could go 3-9 months than fall off. This time nothing bad happen just drinking/drugging wasn’t fun anymore and I was ready to be done. This is the most happy, joyous free I’ve been. Now I’m trying to clean up other things in my life. I’m working out, eating, meetings. I’ve noticed the more I stay off social media and other bs stuff the better I feel also. So trying to connect with sober/clean like minded people. So just trying to reach out and be connected.
I feel like I could relate to this. I’ve tried to stop on my own a bunch of times too and the months I stayed sober I felt so happy. But it was never a permanent mindset and after a while I’d think I could start again and have a healthy relationship with alcohol but eventually proved myself wrong every time and it was a cycle. I’m so ready to be done now (seems like I’m about a month behind you) and there are so many other beautiful things to this life to appreciate. I also enjoy working out and being active/social and just having fun