Birthday anxiety already…

My birthday is next month and will be the first one sober. I’m already anxious about it because there’s a lot of memories and rough things surrounding it. I almost feel like my sober date means more to me. Anybody else have complicated feelings about birthdays since getting sober?

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I partied every weekend and some weekdays like it was my birthday :laughing:…. Remember it just another day and today is all that matters

Ive always had complicated feelings around my birth month, November. So much has happened, good and bad, in that month. But maybe I just single that month out because it's my birthday and I forget that every other month has a bunch of good and bad shït that's happened then too.

In 10 months of sobriety I'm just trying not to make anymore bad memories haha.

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