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Breaking the Loosid Fast and facing the truth that i need recovery to feed my soul, I need others and it’s not all about me they need me too.
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Doing the opposite: The Former Life was a life of Chaos and confusion, today I take responsibility for not having a system to organize my home life. Today I take ownership of that and begin inventory on my household.
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The gift of intimacy and friendship with a special lady friend in recovery. She is truly a gem and is always supportive, encouraging, emotionally available, fun, silly, and challenges me to be a better version of myself on a daily basis. You make it easier to trust women, and take my walls down.
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Open arms of my Local Recovery group, and my whole community that knows me deeply always accepts me know matter how deep into myself Iv become, stands by me even when im hard headed and stubborn. Always there to pick me up.
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I am thankful for the resistance, that is always there everyday challenging me, waiting for me to fall so that it can overtake me. The resistance pushes me to stay in the gym, go to jujitsu,connect in recovery, get out of bed, lean towards the future, and keep pushing, because if I don’t the resistance will take it all. And while pushing forward I am on the journey of refining myself, rounding my edges and becoming a better version of myself, and it reminds me to slow down and help others with their life and the resistance that seeks to overtake them.
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Glad to see you back on here and that you’re happy! 
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Well-written.
Well-relayed, Total.
( And I echo what Mandy relayed ).
Wonderful.
Keep going!